Players have no rules, just conquest

I begged your mercy,

please don’t play my damaged heart;

let the games begin.Image

 

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4 thoughts on “Players have no rules, just conquest

  1. reocochran says:

    Oh, how the games are played. Ruthless lovers and exes! I get so angry at someone who hurt you, precious Janine! Love, Robin

    • janineyork says:

      Thank you Robin, you are so so beautiful a person. Yes I am pretty angry now too. I just do not understand the need to woo someone with lies only to cheat the whole time. Why lie? Why not just be honest and see what happens. It is like a game to them. He should have been an actor though, because he put a lot of work into it, and he had me. He was good. Lesson learned I suppose. If someone comes on too strong, maybe they are hiding something. Again, I am getting through it. It has given me new wings to try to find my own happiness again. As long as I live, I will never understand players?? What is the point? So you broke my heart, what does that do for you?

  2. reocochran says:

    I could leave a table to go ‘powder my nose,’ and my ex would have someone’s phone number. When we split, I showed no mercy, got a lawyer and said, I would raise my daughter, age 6 months old, on my own. He had already been unfaithful to me, in our one year together, 3 times!! I legally changed her name to my maiden name and he agreed to “no visitation for no child support.” Every year he says he misses me, now it is once a month. Since he saw me on a street corner, (I guess he did not expect me to look so young!) He lives about an hour away. He “realizes” what “he lost.” He is still married, has a third family of two children and a nurse for a wife. He claims I am the ‘love of his life.’ Just like your ex… Felicia and I joined him for a dinner out about a year ago. She got up after she ate her salad and deserted me! She told him before she left, that she was glad that I had decided not to stay with him.
    This is rather long, you have permission to delete or edit it, Janine.
    Different situation from yours, but the same old games! Love, Robin

    • janineyork says:

      Oh Robin, I am so sorry. It seems that they (players) just all come from the same mold. I am glad that you stayed strong and away from him, even though you are lonely. I truly know how hard that is. You are the best thing that ever happened to him, I am sure of it. I am sure you will always be the love of his life. The problem is that men like this do not know how to love. They only know how to win another conquest. They are never satisfied with love of one good woman, they always need new conquest to feed their egos. They will never be satisfied, secure, or truly happy. That is their Karma. I say let them have their conquest with someone else. They will never know true love and trust with another. That is their cross to bear. I say good riddance to the one that I just left, and good riddance to the loser that you left too. I am glad that I am on my way to healing and making way for someone better to take his place in my heart. He did not break me, he only bruised me for a bit. It will not even leave a scar, because I did not really lose anything. The man that I thought that I loved was a lie, as soon as I rid my heart of all of the recurring memories. (He was a very good player, and he was very convincing.) But now I am working on replacing those lies with my own truths of how special I am and what I deserve. I will come out the winner and be a better person because of the places that the pain push me to go to find relief. Maybe someday we will both find our “person”, that special someone who really sees who we are and our worth. That someone who we really see and we recognize their worth. I haven’t given up. I will never give up on love.

      All my heart, Janine

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